Saturday, January 15, 2011

MIA...Please Don't Come Looking For Me

I have decided that I will not be blogging for a few days. Things, if you can't tell from my blogs lately, have not been looking up. I have not deleted my account from Facebook as my photography business is linked to that but I have decided I will not login to Facebook for a few days.
I have to have time to think. To get away from it all. The pain I am feeling in and out just hurts and I want it to go away. I have cried pretty much the last hour or two and my face is red and wet and my hands won't stop shaking.
I want to get away from it all but I don't know the first step.
I don't know who I am anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I feel very empty.
I feel very alone.

I will be back in a few days. Blog away readers so I can have something to do when I get back...catch up on your blogs!

Enjoy your Martin Luther King Jr holiday weekend.


Dizzy C said...

Hope you are feeling brighter soon, Teresa.
If you feel up to it, u can always PM me on facebook. I log on most days.

You have had a lot of changes recently and Christmas always puts pressure on all of us.

I get down days too and having a family it is not easy to just stop, relax and take stock.

I escape in books. Stops me thinking too much for a little while.

take care


mindfrost82 said...

I'm sorry things have gotten worse for you and I hope they'll get better soon. Life just sucks sometimes, but you have to do whatever you think will make you happy.

You've been a great friend to me over all these years and I hate seeing you like this, so I'm always here for you.

Katie said...

I'm always here for you Teresa! It breaks my heart that things have been going badly for you. It really truly does. You don't deserve it. You are a wonderful, loving, caring person and I love you!